Jesus

Shall we push you in?
Needle in the arm
take her blood
leave her in a room
concrete floors
have her sign papers
have her take a shower
breathing hard
I just want to die
watching porn
waiting for the moment
screaming to get out
suffocating
passing out
overdose!
lay her on the bed
give her an x-ray
make her speak
don't give her water
she doesn't know english
speak to her in spanish
call her jesus
go to a movie
sit in the theatre
have people follow
lay on your bed
stare at the ceiling
wait for an answer
cold hands
gripping
pulling
screaming!
all I remember is
I was in a movie
and they sensed me.