Thursday, January 31, 2008

The good little girl

I waited in line
like a good little girl
shh shh said they
to the rest of the world
and what did I have?
A cute little boy,
to be in my arms
and for me to enjoy
but at once he was taken
and I let him lose
out of the hells
that I produced.

The good little girl

I waited in line
like a good little girl
shh shh said they
to the rest of the world
and what did I have?
A cute little boy,
to be in my arms
and for me to enjoy
but at once he was taken
and I let him lose
out of the hells
that I produced.

The good little girl

I waited in line
like a good little girl
shh shh said they
to the rest of the world
and what did I have?
A cute little boy,
to be in my arms
and for me to enjoy
but at once he was taken
and I let him lose
out of the hells
that I produced.

I opened up the moon

I opened up the moon for you
I hope you like the sky
forever I was nice to you
I hope you liked the lie
I waited for you every day
I hope you liked to wait
blink forever like I did
I hope you wanted it

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

He's in friendswood

Little girl

played with me on the swings today
it made me feel better about myself.
I married god long ago, but I
don't think that makes me bad.
I'm a good person I think
just a big troubled
just a bit in a bad place
but I'll be okay
says madeline.

Little white lies

I'm married to noone
I'm married to nobody
nobody owns me
nobody does
and if you try to disown me
you'll get the grudge

Monday, January 28, 2008

Oh god damn

I was shot in the heart
cut like a knife
life in a block
tell me I'm crazy
act like a fool
but the world around me
acts so cool
calm and collected
bleeding if you let it
precious hearts well I
think if you let it
broken promises

Burning ears

are all I have left
of the flame
that burned my hands
when I was gone.

mi corazon

In my heart I feel an empty feeling.
I wanted her but she did absolutely nothing.

bloggin

I keep on bloggin
cuz I keep on rockin
because I like music
and I like ruins
and I like broken
promises so I
feel what I'm feeling
because britney needs some assistance
to feel what she's feeling because
maybe she's not broken.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

That's my bro

That's my bro
that's who that is

Believe in music

cuz that's what I am
a stupid fucking song
a stupid fucking stupid song
and all I did was save you
you god damned idiots.
I fucking hate all of you.
Nailing me to a cross.
Well fuck you.

Skinny bitch

That's what I am
skinny bitch
I blamed the land
PTB
Powers that Be
and oh my god
maybe that's me!
Pretty little girl
that's what I am
talk talk talk
blah blah blah
Samantha Underwood
blah blah blah
Mandy Moore
Blah blah blah
I wanted them all
maybe I was bi!
Maybe I was gay!
Maybe I was straight!
Maybe I was everything
rolled into one
and you don't dare to comment
not a single one!
I saved you all
from the big bad foe
movie in your head.
Now I gotta go.
Don't go you say?
Oh well okay
I'll stick around
but you don't believe
and yeah you do?
Nah you don't.
You're a stupid fucking liar
and you are a hypocrite
and a pile of shit
and I hate you.

Remember me?

Remember Jesus?

He was stripped
clothes taken off
life in a crypt
oh he rose!
He got off the ground!
He was a victim!
He was round!
He lived his life!
Oh holy shit
maybe there's more to this
maybe there's a bit of fiction
maybe there's a bit of truth
I lied and then
I told the truth.

I am penny

remember me?
I was in a cartoon you see.
I lived my life of fantasy.
Remember me?

hate

hate is a horrible thing to have
it fills you up and makes you mad
and you close your eyes and close your mind
and everything you wanted makes you blind
it hurts your parents and hurts your friends
and all you want it to do is end
and here I am and I stayed the same
but my bloody body is filled with shame
because god has cursed me yet again
and once more I'll walk and speak in this land
of pretend pretend pretend
and I had a good thing once upon a time
I had a friend and I had rhyme
but living my life is like living a lie
and god forgive me if I want to die
but my last chance is going away
and I just want to live one more day
and god just told me wait wait wait
and I don't want to fucking wait
I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
to wait.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

I don't want

to be famous
I don't want
to be blasphemous
and I wish that I
could live this
life but I
lived it
and I want to
shit on it
but I can't.
And tomorrow
I'll be alive so
don't miss me when I'm gone no
don't miss me when I'm gone.
little red blocks
all in a line
play it like tetris
and you'll do fine
one two three
four five six
maybe it's just like
pick up sticks
I was young
and I was stupid
I had plans
but none like cupid
all of them waited
stood in a line
took a hit
and I was fine.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Sia

Personal writing that scares me just a little

I dunno who the fuck I am yet I do

BLAH!

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

I have a serious identity issue. Must file complaint to Personality Incorporated and see what they say.

Assimilate and start a line!

Guh guh guh gah gah gah blah blah blah.

This post sucks. Sorry.

F is for free

Monday, January 7, 2008

Can't you see darling?
you're beautiful starling
you smile but you're paling
your star must be fading
those wings that you wore
made you feel like a whore
but it's fine and divine
because we're all in the rhyme
of the reason in time