I Feel

useless
undefined
unfocused

I want to be bold
I want to be a hero
I want to stand up and declare
what I say matters
and I want people to listen

I am

angry
unfocused
introverted

and I don't want to be
I feel like I was meant to be more
special in some way
and I guess everyone's special
but can't one star shine a little bit brighter in the night sky?
and I've been through so much
I feel I deserve to be more special than most

is that so wrong?