Fragment

My spirit is a hole
wide empty and black
I need something to fill it
to take up the slack

between you and I
there lies an army
of disenchanted soldiers
hoping for a fight

I pray for silence
and utter understanding
of this puzzle that surrounds me
in my everyday life

I speak in riddles
lurk in shadows
I want an answer
that I'll never find

is he out there somewhere
lost at sea?
I can feel him calling out to me
suddenly
he hiccupped back tears
as he looked at me
I walked away
I couldn't do a thing

I want him in my world
this mysterious boy
covered in blue and grey
aura so clear
I want to help him
clear his head

take that shiny halo and
wear it for awhile
where do you go?
when you don't want to leave?
I can feel your ghost
following me