hate

hate is a horrible thing to have
it fills you up and makes you mad
and you close your eyes and close your mind
and everything you wanted makes you blind
it hurts your parents and hurts your friends
and all you want it to do is end
and here I am and I stayed the same
but my bloody body is filled with shame
because god has cursed me yet again
and once more I'll walk and speak in this land
of pretend pretend pretend
and I had a good thing once upon a time
I had a friend and I had rhyme
but living my life is like living a lie
and god forgive me if I want to die
but my last chance is going away
and I just want to live one more day
and god just told me wait wait wait
and I don't want to fucking wait
I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
to wait.