Telemetry

Telemetry differs from technopathy in that it is a manipulation of waves instead of technology. The user acts as their own internet hub, allowing them to sift through the internet and radio waves with their mind. Furthermore, they can manipulate existing waves and create their own, giving them the ability to communicate with any computer or radio on the fly, regardless of whether it has a working connection or not.

I suppose I can do this, or at least I've been somewhat successful, but I can't control it very well. I changed phones too, so I'm wondering if that will affect my ability to send messages. Only time will tell I guess.

Blank

my mind is empty
cobwebs in there
I have yet to clean it out
one day
I will have a brain
I will make decisions that make sense
as of right now
I fly by the seat of my pants
that's a weird expression.

I wanna see who actually visits this thing

So I put a tracker on the site.
If nobody visits it, I'll make it private again.
Then I can find out if anyone actually reads this shit.

Seizure

And the emotions get to me
it rains on my head wherever I go
and sometimes I feel like I'm going to get sucked inside that void
it's going to eat me up inside
the acid will wear through my stomach
I want to drink antifreeze
lay down and die
secretly

I'm tired

my mind slows down to a crawl
eyes weigh 10 pounds each
I want to sleep
but yet
my mind
screams at me to stay awake

A Brain On Fire

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Excitement

Just like a sugar pill
it sizzles in my mouth
the feeling of excitement
that rush of anticipation
blows your hair back with it's force

and you wait for more
maybe it's a shiny toy
maybe it will keep me happy for just a little while
but it will make me happy

maybe not forever
I'm distracted
I want to focus on something good
it turns in my stomach
twists like a knife

I'm excited