hate

hate is a horrible thing to have
it fills you up and makes you mad
and you close your eyes and close your mind
and everything you wanted makes you blind
it hurts your parents and hurts your friends
and all you want it to do is end
and here I am and I stayed the same
but my bloody body is filled with shame
because god has cursed me yet again
and once more I'll walk and speak in this land
of pretend pretend pretend
and I had a good thing once upon a time
I had a friend and I had rhyme
but living my life is like living a lie
and god forgive me if I want to die
but my last chance is going away
and I just want to live one more day
and god just told me wait wait wait
and I don't want to fucking wait
I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
to wait.

I don't want

to be famous
I don't want
to be blasphemous
and I wish that I
could live this
life but I
lived it
and I want to
shit on it
but I can't.
And tomorrow
I'll be alive so
don't miss me when I'm gone no
don't miss me when I'm gone.

little red blocks
all in a line
play it like tetris
and you'll do fine
one two three
four five six
maybe it's just like
pick up sticks
I was young
and I was stupid
I had plans
but none like cupid
all of them waited
stood in a line
took a hit
and I was fine.

Sia

Personal writing that scares me just a little

I dunno who the fuck I am yet I do

BLAH!

I have a serious identity issue. Must file complaint to Personality Incorporated and see what they say.

Assimilate and start a line!

Guh guh guh gah gah gah blah blah blah.

This post sucks. Sorry.

F is for free

Can't you see darling?
you're beautiful starling
you smile but you're paling
your star must be fading
those wings that you wore
made you feel like a whore
but it's fine and divine
because we're all in the rhyme
of the reason in time